Kyss mig farväl en gång till.

AND HOW I TRY
det jag skrev här innan jag ångrade mig handlade om nykterhet och ångest. sen insåg jag att det är skitsamma och jag ändå inte vet om denna månaden kommer sluta.

Make me a list of all the things
That I don't wanna know
To keep me sane
Make me a wish that I will never have to know
What it is you do when I have to go
Cause I know a thing or two
My birthday keeps falling
On the day before yours does, too

All my day dreams feel so nice
Medicate my worried life
Something else for me to hold onto

Make a plan of how I'm supposed to assume
That it's normal
To never hear from you
I'll understand
I will be here for you
When the lights go down
In some strange part of town
Cause I know a thing or two
My birthday keeps falling
On the day before yours does too

All my day dreams feel so nice
Medicate my worried life
Medicate my worried mind

Something else for me to hold onto
Hold onto

Karina, if I told you what I wanted to
I wonder if you would have stuck around
Well I could take you walking down to Hoxton Square
With the lazy afternoon still kickin’ around

Karina all the silence, it’s so deafening
And all the leaves have fallen from the trees
I could hold your cigarette on Oxford Street
But I’m back here, where your lover wants me to be
And Karina, there’s this patience in the things we see
It’s the harbouring of all the things we do
Yeah, and everytime I tell myself there’s nothing left
May I always say your name and think of you
Cause if it were easy
You wouldn’t need me
If it would bring you any ease
I'd beg to Jesus "won’t you let Karina free"
I'd beg to Jesus "won’t you let Karina free"